especially for you..

ok aku mmg dah malas nak update blog sekarang.malas sangat ye.
tapi di atas permintaan ramai aku pon post lah sesuatu.
mungkin ada diantara anda di luar sana sedang merindui saya kan?kan?mengaku sajelah..

jadi untuk isu kali ini saya akan update bukan pasal diri saya, tapi pasal orang lain.
asyik cerita pasal diri sndiri je, dah bosan.dah la gadis biasa je kan.tp ade jugaklah cerita pasal si gadis biasa.dah kata pon blog aku.aha.

al-kisah maka tersebutlah kisah di dalam majlis berbuka puasa bersama rakyat jelata, seorang gadis biasa telah bertemu seorang lelaki luar biasa hatta terpautlah beliau padanya..maka gambar lelaki tersebut ditangkapnya dan di "upload" lah oleh rakanya gambar tersebut di muka buku..maka di "add" lah gadis biasa akan lelaki luar biasa itu sebagai rakan..setelah itu maka bermulalah kisah cinta agung puteri gusti dengan hang tuah..

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kini berbahagialah si gadis biasa bersama si lelaki luar biasa..maka didoakanlah kebahagiaan mereka ke akhir hayat ye..hehe.:D

*saya takde gambar2 sweet untuk di upload sebab kami ni pemalu orangnya..tidak seperti yaya tuh..mmg gadis luar biasa sangat!ahah.apa2 pun semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu ye sayangku si cacat..aku nak kawen dulu chop tweet!>.<* p/s : sesungguhnya saya amatlah tidak tahu menunjukkan ekspressi saya. tapi percayalah untuk setiap benda yang awak buat untuk saya, saya berasa amat sangat terharu tahap menangis punye.tapi tak tau nak tunjukkan kat awak mcm mane.so here it is. i am soo grateful that God had gifted me with you..and trust me, my life after i met u is like walking on the cloud 9 with beautiful stars surrounds me. its like a dream tthat i never had. and i hope to live in this dream forever and ever!:">


"I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine."

^.^

happiness =)

its been almost a month since i updated the last post.
its not that im that busy to update my blog, but im just being lazy.aha.
and so after about a month i finally have the mood to update.
yesterday i went out with a friend to watch movie at KLCC.
at first we did not know what movie to watch. it is between cloudy with a chance of meatball and 500 days of summer. and since there were only the two of us, i've decided to watch 500 days of summer starring Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Zooey Deschanel. its actually a romantic comedy film about a boy meet a girl name summer. the guy fell in love with her but unfortunately she's not the type of girl who want to be in a relationship. she just want to have a "Casual" relationship which in the end hurt the guy a lot because he cannot get over her. they end up being just friend and the girl married to another guy she met later. its kinda a sad ending for me because it kinda reflected what i've been through right now. but the bottom line here is both of them are happy with their own life and although they did not end up together but then they had enjoyed every single time they have spent together before. its the most important thing in life i guess.happiness..:)

i've watched a lot of romantic film. some ending is a happy one and some not. i always dreamt of having a love story just like in the movie. but i know it will not happen in real life.

but i hope mine will not end up with a sad ending. ;)

p/s : "org lain pon bercinta gak tapi takdelah angau cam kau". salah ke kalau aku nak rasa bahagia sekali sekala? ade aku kacau idop kau? sorrylah kalau kau tak suka tgk aku bahagia.

a message for you-know-who-you-are

sometimes its better to keep it as secret.
sometimes there are something is better to left unsaid.
too much information might hurt people you love most.
we usually dont realize that.
you may thought its ok to tell because it happened way before and you might thought that everyone is already got over it. but well, i dont.
maybe you thought it is somekind of joke or maybe a very funny story but not for me.
and to be true its really hurt me a lot. i thought i can just bare with it but then i realize that i cant stop thinking bout this everytime i see you.
i always hated this feeling even worst i started to hate myself for it.
i know i was a loser before and i still think i am right now.
i really love you and i dont want this to happen anymore.
and with this post doesnt mean i hate u ok . i still do love u and need u around.
and please dont hate me for this.

p/s : saya pon tak tahu kenapa saya take this matter seriously sgt. and saya post kat sini bukan nak malukan sesiapa.trust me. saya cuma tak tahu mcm mana nak beritahu awak. saya takut nak bertahu awak sebenarnya. dan lagi satu sebab saya tak beritahu face to face adalah kerana awak busy. so saya tak mahu kacau. bila awak baca post ini mesti awak dah tak busy sgt kan. so saya harap bila saya reveal perasaan saya ini, awak tak marah dekat saya. sorry.='(

and "you" is just a metaphor.

cabaran bulan ramadahan.

dengan ini, saya farah nasiha bt suhaili dengan rasminya bersaksikan semua blogger yang membaca post ini, akan menyahut cabaran anda wahai ahmad fakhrul naim bin abd rasid iaitu untuk berpuasa penuh pada tahun ini! huh.

ada org lain mahu mencabar saya lagi?silakan!

.: entri emo 1 :.

some people might say that people blog because they are lonely.
some also might says that people who blog is desperate.
for me, i totally disagree to those who said so.
i think blogging is good.
not only we can make other's ppl day, we might also sometimes share something valueble that we cannot get in reality life.
sometimes there are things that we would like to share to somebody but dont know whom to share with.
even with our bestest friends.
right now im feeling like sharing something to someone, but dont know to whom.
and so i decided to blog.
whoever willing to share, you are most welcome.
and the rest who dont, dont even bother to read the next line.

friendship, love and life..
again, i would like to touch on this matter.
because for me, all these are very closely related to a young teen girl like me.
have you ever felt like doesn't belong?
since i was 13, i always experience this feeling. i dont know why.
maybe its just me or is it something normal in life or should i say in friendship?
because to be true, i always hated this feeling.
when i was in taman petaling (my 1st high school), im very glad to have a group of friends who are very2 concern and care for me and accept me the way i am that time.
but after about 3years of friendship i started to feel like doesnt belong to that "gang". and then i tried to make friend with others.
and when i was in form 4 i got offered to continue my studies at mrsm. at that time i was so excited to meet new ppl and im hoping to meet my true friend there.
and yes. i met them. it was the most happy moment in my life i guess.
and time flew away..as always "setiap pertemuan mesti ada perpisahan".and so after finished form 5 all of us went to a different direction.
and again, people come and go an so do friends.
it is hard for us to keep in touch when we are all in different university in different state.
again, those feeling came.
and then i met with other ppl and get close and after a while the feeling come again and everything repeated all over again.
i really hate it ok.
cant you have one person to be your true friend where you can tell everything to her/him and share everything with her/him without the feeling of doesnt belong?
i always envy to those who still be best friend with her/his ex-primary schoolmate or ex-secondary schoolmate.

but when looking in other perspective pula, i know that we cannot own a friend.
and sometimes i think its better to not have best friend at all.
but then to whom can we share our problem etc? to God ofcourse lah kan.
tapi mestilah kita mahu share dengan seseorang seperti rakan juga kan?
hurmm..
kadang2 its really hard to fit in and to make people like to be friended with you.
trust me its really hard.
ive been trying all my life.
until now i dont think i've succeeded.
ppl might see that i always have friends around me, but inside, only God knows how.
its not that i did not appreciate all of my friends, i do. i really do love them and appreciate each and every thing they did.
but then, back to my main point - the feeling of doesnt belong.
macam mana nak hilang kan ya?
please im begging if anyone can help me on this i would really appreciate it.


p/s : in this post i did not refer to any of my friend ok. i did mention about u guys but seriously its not because of u guys. its only bout me and my dilemma. nothing to do with any of you.hope no one terasa.

.u p d a t e.

berlalulah sudah julai, menjelmalah pula ogos.
tak lama lagi dah nak ramadhan.
sape yang tak ganti puasa itu silalah ganti yep.(pesanan untuk diri sendiri juga)
ingat farah, kau tu lagi 3 hari lagi baru boleh raya.=.="

bulan julai adalah satu bulan yang biasa sahaja.
tiada apa2 yang menarik sangat untuk dikecohkan di sini.
mungkin untuk yaya dan lisott, bulan julai adalah bulan yang interesting untuk dikecohkan di blog mereka.pergilah tengok blog diorang.lihat apa yang menarik.
ok fine, aku mention juga di sini.
julai adalah bulan mereka.maksudnya birthday mereka lah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI CECEP SEKALIAN!
kamu berdua dah tua ok. jangan nak buat perangai cecep sangat.
aku takut kalau2 korang memang betul2 cacat akal.=.="
anyways, sorry sangat aku wish korg lambat.bukan sebab aku lupa, tapi sebab...
erm..lack of awareness.dalam erti kata lain, lalai dan tak alert.sorry oh!
nanti aku cari hadiah yang sesuai ngan korg yep.
sekarang ni tak jumpa lagi.(ceh.alasan.)
JOM MANDI SUNGAI!aha.tiba2.

oh ya.lagi satu.lupa nak cakap.
abang saya dah kaya oh!
dan masih single!sesiapa berminat boleh minta nombor dari saya ya!
kriteria kakak ipar yang diperlukan adalah pastikan anda se-hot jessica alba atau paling kurang pon gadis twisties lurve ah.(bukan yang pakai costume keropok gedabak tu lah badigol samdol!yang itu lelaki!abang aku bukan gay ok.)
lain2 takkan dilayan.
sebarang surat-menyurat pon mak tak kuasa nak layan nyah..
sekarang dah zaman IT lah cik kiah oi!

and lastly, marry me wahai radhi oag!tinggalkan saja syazlin itu..
sumpah demi Allah saya akan bahagiakan awak!(saya tak sumpah main2.)
hehe.ok sape yang tak tengok melodi tadi mungkin takkan faham.

disebelah kiri daniel henney sebelah kanan denise oh.saje nak tayang current bf aku.harap maklum.oh ada lagi sorang.

ya.dia.is also mine.harap maklum.=.="

so pasni jangan tanya dah who's my curent bf.this is him.or should i say, them.

p/s : nantikan kemunculan cik yuna versi bergendang!hehe.=p

kadang2 mak jenin pon berangan nak jadi model juga.

gambar hiasan.**

malam tadi aku tak boleh tidur sangat. bukan sebab banyak masalah melanda (macam yaya), tapi mungkin sebab aku terlebih tidur.

and so, aku pun belek2 lah channel2 kat tv tuh. pastuh tersangkut lah pula kat channel 713.(kepada yang tiada astro, 713 adalah channel mtv ya)
rancangan pada ketika itu adalah mtv made. pada yang tak tahu mtv made itu pasal apa, ianya adalah salah satu daripada rancangan realiti terbitan mtv.

Why stand on the sidelines watching others live your dream? Are you too shy or think you're not "cool" enough to get in on the action? Or do you simply lack the self-confidence and motivation? Well, maybe it's time to stand up and get MADE!

An ugly duckling transforms into a beautiful prom queen. An overweight couch potato becomes a model. A sci-fi nerd morphs into a hardcore rapper. See, dreams really do come true -- on MADE!

That's right, MADE is about making dreams come true. We're here to prove that with dedication, hard work and a little help from MTV, kids just like you can accomplish anything they set their minds to.

kalau korg malas nak baca atas ini, meh aku shotfomkan.

it is basically about changing a normal or should i say weird person into another person that he/she wanted to be. usually they wanted to be somebody that is immpossible for them to be.

for example, yang aku tgk malam tadi lah kan, ade this very boroi+berserunding sana sini and kinda fat guy want to be made into a model.MODEL OK!! WTF?!!
aku yang kurus ni pon tak pernah berangan nak jadi model betul2! OMAIGOSHH! this is totally insane!
commonlah beb.bukanlah nak menghina angan2 orang ke apa, tapi dia ini memang sangat dasyat weh!dahla background life dia, dia adalah seorang penyanyi metal!memang siapa peminat2 metal akan berasa tersentap lah kan. (ok maybe kalau dia macam dmc tu aku boleh maafkan).

and they ollz diberi masa 7 minggu untuk di "made". gila hape.aizat pon ambil masa setahun untuk kuruskan badan dia tau!
mungkin dengan pakar2 perunding peribadi dan treatment2 yang dibekalkan, beliau akan dapat transform dengan lebih cepat dan berkesan.ya mungkin.

so after 7 weeks of exercise and training and class and makeover whatsoever, wallah~! he finally transform to a person he wanted to be! very impressive mann!fat and flabby guy to a fit tough and very attractive model~!
WOAH!MEMANG SANGAT IMPRESSIVE DOH!
AKU TENGOK PON BOLEH MELELEH AYAQ LIOQ!

jadi, main point yang cuba aku sampaikan di sini adalah, if there's a will, there's a way. dimana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan.(eceh siap translate.macam laura pula gayanya)
hendak seribu daya, taknak sudah.

bagi rakan2 diluar sana yang hendak kurus tapi tidak kurus2 juga, jangan give up. anda mesti yakin dengan diri sendiri! tampal gambar gelebeh gemok anda itu di dinding supaya bila bangun sahaja dari tidur terus nampak badan kau yang gelebeh huduh tuh!
wahahaha.ngeri siot.nak2 bila rakan anda masuk bilik anda. (silap2 boleh mati terkujat)

sebenarnya dalam entri ini aku nak cakap, naik sem baru ni aku nak melakukan satu transformasi. tranformasi apekah?haaa.jeng..jeng..jeng..sama2 kita nantikan.
tak lama je lagi. 2 hari saja lagi ya. sabar2. hehe.(yang pasti bukan transformasi cam af tuh.hampeh gle.gaya nak yoyo ow michael jackson je.=.=')

p/s : can i get made to this?

or this? OH PLEASSSSEEE MTV!!!~~~(>.<)